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      panic attacks

      Posted in johannagiles on Sep 24, 2011

      feeling reallly bad I ran into my baby sister 40 years old at the lab and the first thing that came out of her mouth was I can't give you a ride home I have to go to work only two minutes from there to my home anyway I had the mass health taxi waiting for me. Then she said she didn't have any money her and her husband boyh went to college and they live in a big house ehich I have never been in. the thing is I didn't ask her for a ride and I am estranged from all of them due to abuse from my brother and other sister not my baby sister. I hate it thatthey think I want something from them. and also from my mother I almost had a nervous breakdown because of it all which causrd me not to be able to drive any more panic attacks etc. there is more to the story but I don't want to bore you with it.
      NO SUPPORT

      Posted in johannagiles on Sep 8, 2011

      I give up no one ever writes to me seems like the rest of my life
      I HAVE NO SUPPORT SYSTEM.

      Aidpage Open Letter: meeting the presidant

      Posted in johannagiles on Jun 29, 2011

      To the attention of:

      Barack Obama, US President;
      US Senators from Massachusetts: John F. Kerry, Scott P. Brown;
      US Representatives from Massachusetts: Barney Frank, Bill Delahunt, Edward J. Markey, James P. McGovern, John F. Tierney, John W. Olver, Michael E. Capuano, Niki Tsongas, Richard E. Neal, Stephen F. Lynch;
      ------------------------------------

      Dear Presidant Obama, you are the first person whoever got me into politics, now I want to fight back on alot of issues.  Even though I AM PROLIFE, iTHINK you have a reall hard job and was left with a mess. I am very sorry about the republicans and the way that they have treated you, even though I don't have five dollats right now and not much chance of meetin you or having dinner with you anyway I still wish I could. keep the faith and let the Holy spirit be your guide as you speak to the nation and others.

      thank you

      Darlene Mccourt

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      Post Open Letter to your Elected Representatives

      Comment on: feeling alone in the world

      Posted in johannagiles on Jun 29, 2011

       in response to Inspiration...   thankyou Iam all talked out right now but will probably want to later
      Comment on: feeling alone in the world

      Posted in johannagiles on Jun 29, 2011

       in response to jabez...   thank you for responding I am thankful for your prayers I am not sure how to pray about this myself any more
      feeling alone in the world

      Posted in johannagiles on Jun 29, 2011

      I desperately need some one to talk with I have verbally abuse children and they are dragging me down most of the time iam indeoendant on them for rides and the rest of the time they don't want much to do with me and then i get blamed for what they say and do to me when I do have contact with them. I am alone depressed and don't want to get out of bed lately,
      Comment on: sl or soulight , (my page for single moms)

      Posted in soulight on Mar 10, 2011

       in response to Schmidty...   thank you for the information and God bless you also
      Comment on: sl or soulight , (my page for single moms)

      Posted in soulight on Mar 8, 2011

      I just saw your sight about free car and free car repair help I noticed you haven't beeen on this sight fr a while neither have I but if you have any recent information on this please let me know thank you
      Comment on: hurting from helping

      Posted in How are you today? on Mar 6, 2011

      I heard someehere prpbably in amovie that no good deed goes unpunished. I have done alot to help others too but maybe not as mcuch asyou. To make a long story short people take advantage and if you believe in God at all he will reward you. your time will come and hopelfully find better people to be around.
      Comment on: What's on your heart and mind today?

      Posted in How are you today? on Jan 10, 2009

      I think at least 50 pe0ple should write persinal letter to congress however that works so that they will realize the pain and financial hardship that here is

      Comment on: Please Help Me!!!!

      Posted in Mommykittykatof2 on Jan 9, 2009

      You could try just buyingy the matress and judthaving it on the floor it is better than nothig or you might be able to buy a twin air matress cheap at one of the stores out there.  

      I would try the United way they have alot of information the no. is 211 nation wide. Or there is an aidpage member that has a lot of information her profile name is soulight.

      Comment on: About Btween me and you

      Posted in Btween me and you on Jan 7, 2009

      Thank you for your wanting to help. I havr mo one I can talk with in confidrnce. I am feeling fine right now but I go through some real rough times.  so i wiil be looking forward to talking with you.

      Comment on: About Divad737

      Posted in Divad737 on Jan 7, 2009

       in response to Divad737...   

      I am sorry to hear that, I don't own a car but iam on ssi, it makes it tough to try. If I see anything different I'll let you know.  I hope that you can find something. Maybe you can get free raxi rides through your gov. health insurance, You probably qualify for it in ma it is called mass health. I can get free raxi rides to the doctors, I think there might be help to get to work

      God bless you and I pray that you get the help that you need

      Comment on: About sandangel

      Posted in sandangel on Jan 7, 2009

      I don't kow about where you are but in mass you can get free rides to the doctors and back it not like having your own car but it is still a big help.

      Plus you don't need the extra money to keep up repairs on a car.

      I am sorry to hear about your heart attack and glad to hear that you made it through. I don't have any money either but if you need someone to talk with I can help.

      Comment on: About Divad737

      Posted in Divad737 on Jan 7, 2009

      I was wondering how you were making out? I saw a tv ad on tv for the united way for emergency help. I believe the no is 211 nationwide.

      Comment on: What's on your heart and mind today?

      Posted in How are you today? on Jan 6, 2009

      Some people are severly mentally or phiscally abused in this world, it can cause different problems for different people some people isolate and others are freerer and end up causing other people alot o fproblems either way these people need alot of support and love. they don't need to be told how to respect themselves, because they have been so beaten down and don't see any way out some of them commit suicide.

      So this is what is on my mind and heart today, It is very hard on pepple who hace been abused.

      they loose any kind of faith in other people and usually trust no one.

      So be kind to one another as our Lord told us to do.

      thank you

      Comment on: About Divad737

      Posted in Divad737 on Dec 27, 2008

       in response to Divad737...   

      I just found information on this sight for free cars she is called soulight and has a bunch of information you might want to check it out if you need a car still.

      Comment on: About pamelashrove

      Posted in pamelashrove on Dec 27, 2008

                 there is a woman on this sight that has a bunch of information on free cars she is call soulight she is 49 and disabled if you haven't seen her sight you might want to check it out.

      Comment on: About recover

      Posted in recover on Dec 22, 2008

      hi iam 59 years old and have three grandchildren, i saw your post and just wanted to visit you, there are so many sad stories on here, but i don't have any money either to help anyone, although it weighs on my heart and i try to pray for everyone, ihave been looking for some emotional suppourt but no one has written to me for quite a few days,well thanks for being on aidpage.

      Comment on: About Divad737

      Posted in Divad737 on Dec 18, 2008

       in response to Divad737...   

      I have been looking on the internet for free cars haven't found much there are sites that say get payed to druve a new car,if it is wrapped in advertizements, I didn't check out whether it was legitimate or not. There is an international site but whr you click on it it says no applications until January, I for got what it was just type in free cars maybe you will find something iam not hopeful though.

      very depressed

      Posted in Discussing "support" on Dec 15, 2008

      I have been feeling very depressed for a couple of months, I went to church yesterday with my sonanddaughter in law and two little grandchildren the sermon was good and the visit with my grandchildren was good afterwards, but it didn't help me feel any better like it usually does. I know alot of people have alot worse problems than me, and this site is the only way I can help anyone, but I don't have any money either. My mind won't stop thinking about the apartment ptoblem I have been having. I don't want to go out much and I am alone most of the time except for my cats.  If there are people out there that can give me some emotional support or people I can give some support and help them smile a little please ket me know

      Comment on: vistahelp

      Posted in vistahelp on Dec 15, 2008

      Well, I thoughy I might be able to get a low indome loan to get a small house but I was told it was a farce, so I don't reallyknow

      Comment on: About WandaTW

      Posted in WandaTW on Dec 15, 2008

      i really feel for you, i have had those problems, some of them. ilet my teeth go for a long time because of panic and depression. i was not able to leave the house when this all started, i had to take little tiny baby steps. first open the door and look out and close door if you have to, then  next time take a step out go back in if you have to etc.

      Find some one who will go to the dentist with you the pain is not worth it you will feel so much better.

      My grand daughter left home at 16 it was awful for her and me She stayed here a few times, and ended up in jail eventually for a year and a half eventually mostly for drinking not showing up for probation and stuff like that. She is now 21 and still has trouble keeping a job, but I think she finally found a good boyfriend. She has been moving from house to house since until now.

      Ikeep having to find her and pull her back to her parents and me. She says this is going to be the last time she disapears on us. I guess the biggest thing that has pulled her through all this is that she has alot of friends. It has been very painful for me to see her go through all this.

      Please take care of yourself and May God bless you and send angels to protect you and help you.

      Comment on: Aidpage group discussing "support"...

      Posted in Discussing "support" on Dec 13, 2008

       in response to michlc51...   

      I have been having problems with the landlord, about a year ago he tried to sell the building, but it didn't sell so he took it of the market. then the woman on the second floor decided to buy a three family and take me with her but she had a lot of problems in her life. Any way the landlord decided to kick her out because he was trying to scare her into buying the building and if she didn't he could fix it up.  Her daughter and son live in the building also. the woman on the second floor panicked and ended up buying a two family and left me here I cried for two days.

      She left me her dryer because she had been using my washing machine for seven people and she bought a new one.  We have to do all the laundry downstairs. I didn't have a 220 plug hooked up to my electricity so the landlord said I could use on the second floor because he was going to be up there anyways fixing it up and he would get the dryer hooked up on my electricty for me.

      Then one day he shut off the circuit breaker so I couldn't use it and then a few days later the eclecticity went out. I had wet blankets to dry.  So I went over to their house and his wife ansered the door and she was awful to me. so I said I have been paying the cellar lights, the cellar lights have been on my electricty for almost nine years, there are about five lights down there and four apartments doing laundry downstairs when the first floor had people in it She threatened me and said I better think twice about doing about it.  Then the landlord came over and said that it cost him 40 dollars to run the electricity for two weeks on the second floor and he had the second electricity shut off. Then a few days later he had someone in a plain truck come and change the wires, the dryer to my floor and the lights to his floor and he asked how much my electricity went down since everyone moved out of the building so I said about twenty dollars a mont. And he got mad and said I was better off before because now he was going to raise my rent by sixty dollars a month. So I just said ya and closed the door. I have been a nervous wreck even more than I was before, I have panic attacks and depression and I haven't been able to function or concentrate on cleaning dishes etc.

      I did my wash once since and I went down cellar with a flash light because I am afraid he is going to blame me for the third floor lights he is in and out of the building periodically. the second floor needs alot of work and he has a lot code violations but no one fought him on it.  He decided to put a for sale sign up instead of fixing it up I am feeling better than I was but I am

      I hate being here and have applied for subsidized housing. That will take a while.

      that is just about the whole story.

      Comment on: Aidpage group discussing "support"...

      Posted in Discussing "support" on Dec 12, 2008

      to whoever is out there that can help me wirh emotional suppourt. Ihave severe depression and Panic attacks,post dramatic stress. Right now I am going through alot of stuff I have had a lot of abuse in my life some from family members which I still suffer from the effects of this. If there is any one out there thst can just give me emotion support it would help

      thanks

      Comment on: About johannagiles

      Posted in johannagiles on Dec 12, 2008

       in response to DMDemo...   

      thank for your answer, I guess different people do have different levels and some medications work better than others. I will keep trying. thank  you for you for your prayers I need them.

      Comment on: About Divad737

      Posted in Divad737 on Dec 12, 2008

       in response to Divad737...   

      your are very welcome, I hope one of them works for you. Wish I could do more

      Comment on: About Divad737

      Posted in Divad737 on Dec 11, 2008

      I don't know if this will work or not but you can try the us gov web page,they have a spot where the sell things and maybe you can call one of the officials in your state to see where you might be able to find a charity that donates cars. another idea would be the united way if they don't have anything they might be able to direct you to someone who does,or Ronald Mc Donald charities.

      I can't think of any other organization, other than Catholic charities, there must be something out there, I have seen in in the newspaper here in mass, some organization looking for cars to donate.  God bless you and help you.

      Comment on: About johannagiles

      Posted in johannagiles on Dec 11, 2008

       in response to DMDemo...   

      thank you for replying, I was wondering what medication you are on? I take buspar,neuoritan, and zoloft and none of these relieve the panics as well as they should,I still can't drive a car,or take a bus to unfamiliar places, it has been around ten years since I have had these prolems. None of the ssi's work as well as they should either.

      About johannagiles

      Posted in johannagiles on Dec 10, 2008... modified on Dec 10, 2008

      Hi

      I am a single person with thee adult children not living at home. I have panic attacks and depression so at times i need alot of emotional support. I love animals especially cats dogs deer polar bears qoula bears elephants.

       

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